getting back up.

Wooo, what a day. Let me tell you. So I know I'm an emo kid, but I have spent most of this afternoon crying.

The reason?

Well, I auditioned for BYU Philharmonic today. And, I didn't get in. This wouldn't have been quite as hard a blow if I didn't expect it as much as I did. Unfortunately, I expected it. So I auditioned today at 11:30. Then I had class and had to wait for an hour or so. Checked the list at 12:45, and my name was under Symphony, not Phil. Yah, I don't even know what to say. I guess this is just another compelled to be humble type experience. And I could probs use it.

Well, tomorrow is another day.

And despite all this sadness I feel, the church is true. Jesus Christ felt what I'm feeling right now and more than that. I'm so grateful for the Atonement in my life so that I always have someone I can go to and who understands what I'm going through.

Love, Pono