lessons learned in psych of performance.

Today I did something I NEVER EVER would have thought that I would do. EVER. At least not voluntarily.

First of all, in sight singing Sister Kenney called on us to sight sing or read a rhythm in front of the class, however, we all had to do it, so that was not so bad.

Then we started talking about our first PACE test which is going to be on Monday. And she asked for a volunteer to take a practice PACE test in front of the class and then her and the rest of the class would grade the person. My initial response was, "HECK no. why would I EVER want to do anything like that?" but then I remembered the class I took last fall semester that had worked so hard to try and get me to perform and go for every opportunity. Because 1.) it's great practice, and 2.) you're not going to die. So why run from an opportunity? So, I did it. I raised my hand and I took the practice PACE test in front of everyone. And I actually fared ok. Yes the real one might be a tad bit harder and yes I still have PLENTY of stuff to work on. but the point is. I can do this.

And I think I had forgotten a little, but I was reminded today to just do and try for everything that comes my way. Like taking a mock PACE test in front of a big group that's grading you, or playing recitals for your friends, or auditioning for Chamber Orchestra in the fall. After all,

"You miss 100% of the shots you don't take."

So what do you have to lose? Just do it.

The Church is True!